He
has found a woman and wants to live and enjoy his life with her. However he constantly questions himself and his ability to
do so. He believes that that he will be judged by others even for his appearance. The narrator, Prufrock is left to himself:
To wonder, "Do I dare?" and,
"Do I dare?"
Time to turn back and descend the stair,
With a bald
spot in the middle of my hair --
(They will
say: 'How his hair is growing thin!")
My morning coat, my collar mounting
firmly to the chin,
My necktie
rich and modest, but asserted by a simple pin--
(They will
say: "But how his arms and legs are thin!")
Do I dare
Disturb the
universe? (Eliot 38-46).
Prufrock
has been trying so hard to conform that he constantly questions his own person and decisions.
He is afraid of what others might think or say if he appears in any way different. For this reason he is forever tormented
by his own thoughts and cannot escape.